Wednesday 20 November 2013

You in me.....

I don't know how life could be
if you could not have touched thee
i don't know how love could be
like a fairy tale or dream

the dreams passed by
i thought wasn't real
when u came into my life
dreams became surreal

like the glow of dimming light
like stars in cloudy night
you have become
the beacon of my light

i never thought how life would be
if you couldn't touch thee
i know that now nothing is complete
without you in me.... 

Saturday 16 November 2013

The Sunshine and Her Glowing Eyes….

Allan Denver is a happy go lucky, humorous, lively NASA scientist. His life was always a zesty somber life. Staying with his parents, he was never deprived of anything. London born but American accent was quite his life.  He never looked like he would be genius and intelligent to be honorary member in the Stephen Hawking theory club in his high school. Yet he took up his Astrophysics Degree at Harvard’s... quite phenomenal life he had. A large group of nerdy friends, some friends were popular, since he was quite a unique handsome to be placed at NASA… Unbelievable isn’t? Well he wore those classy specs just in chance to make believe he was not that “nerd mad Scientist” but a very young enigmatic and enthusiastic yet very handsome research analyst... Question was he never dated or wooed any girls... Seems he never caught hold of that girl he looked for, nor as he says.” no right of kind girl for me”. Trust me, he had to be popular among girls at his school… which was obvious!!!!...

Allan befriended another zesty man at NASA, Arny Mc’Dalan. Both were working on the recent project which was quite serious for the future of earth. It was about reviving the earth, the solar world, to be precise the Sun. As the time went on the project was built with leads, and more brains to work on the same. Few more came in... Years of putting hard work they found a way to revive... But few aspects were still on course when those beautiful eyes entered into the hall of roaring team party and into Allan’s life.
Maria Kennedy, another addition to Allan’s Sunshine Team... Maria was not so extravagant but was an elegant and intelligent girl. We should rather say “Beauty with Brains”. It seemed to be a quite mysterious...as she was just like a sudden gust of wind in the whole atmosphere Allan lived.  That evening, she was introduced by the Lead as another member to contribute more on the seriousness of the project. Readers must be thinking that there must be some well attraction, pulling her to cynosure to everyone’s eyes. But no it was not the case. She was just introduced to Allan, and the team people to work as an assistant to Allan and Arny much to their surprise. Arny was married so had no chance… but being a very good friend, for Allan he was much interested.
The operation was worked on exclusively at odd hours, because the seniors estimated the closing time of Sun is nearing. Luckily with help of Maria, the solution was taking its full being. To the utter dismay that 90% of the project development was over. Meanwhile at workplace, food courts, parties, Arny always wanted to put Allan and Maria to the personal center stage of love, affection. Luckily, it was found to be that they were also quite fond of each other. But officially they never dated. May be because of the work they had. It used to their kind of date… maybe! Arny knew there is something cropping in between Allan and Maria. Some beautiful bond getting its seeds sown… finally, Arny had to force Allan to have an official date, so with god’s grace Maria and himself had go for their 1st date.
The Date was beautifully organized. Like a mills and boons novel, with the beauty of candles scented, flowers, and beautiful dinner, who won’t have a chance to make fall in love head over heels again and again... That was quite obvious that Allan and Maria begun to enjoy and release what they had in their minds about each other.
But that evening before they both would give the best, Allan was drawn back as if some force something worried him or stopped him. Although he wanted to be with her, he went away. But surprisingly, Maria was not unhappy neither she complained. May be she already knew about something which she never disclosed. Since, Allan was more workaholic, he was often trying for the last bit of operation. Gradually he was approaching the estimations and work has to be done, with Arny and Maria and team equally sharing. And thus came a solution to light up the diming sun again. But operation seemed too suicidal, so people were struck of what’s next!
Before Allan and team would come up on who’s going to be reliable on this mission, Allan had to rush to see his wailing father at his death bed. Losing some one he never thought of, had begun the feelings, the remorse of loss in the Allan. But days took to re-cope and get back to work.
Allan had lost some of humor and but yet he was back to find the way to save from the remorse and loss of entire world that would happen. As he returned, there was something equally shocking that he just faced in recent past. Arny spilled out that the person to be on this suicidal mission is none other than Maria. She had been on training for weeks. It was like the Allan had no place to stand, to let his heart survive...He felt a strong urge to stop Maria, to stop breaking his heart. He immediately rushed to Maria seeking answers. When Allan asked for the reason of such decision Maria took, without even asking him, Maria spoke the unravelling truth, the reason behind her stand for the mission. She said that she has no one to be remorse at her death or be happy on her benign presence. Being alone and orphan, She always ambitioned to stand for world, for nation. And she has nothing more than the memories to take with. Nor any expectations, unfulfilled wishes with anyone. Allan never thought this would be an answer from Maria. How on earth she can be so different with zero concerns or even a slightest wish for herself. How someone can be so generous. Before Maria would speak anything else, Allan suddenly went forward and kissed Maria, to her astonishment. The only thing, he said was “You are not alone”.

It seems the love is always upheaved the ground, revealed its true form when it comes to times of crisis. May be that’s the way god has made to wonder, to perceive the love it was. Allan tried a hundred and one ways to stop Maria for the mission, but he was never successful. Allan never thought of this that girl he would love won’t be able to have her for life. So, he took the chance to stand by her. He also offered himself to be with Maria. But strangely she asked forgiveness because she won’t be able to take away a son from the lonely mother. Although Maria never had a family, she somehow understood what a family means. She got the love of a mother from Allan’s mother. So she never wanted to separate Allan from his mother. May be she knew what loneliness means and make of a person who would not know what that really means to be Alone.
So, Maria had just one year with Allan before the Mission would take place. So he decided that this one whole year to be special, have the right bliss, he would think for ... Allan proposed to have and hold her to the lifetime. May be not as the being but as memory of true love and cherish them each time, each moment… The Day came when Allan and Maria got married. After spending a year with love, mission practice and relieving each moment of conjugal bliss, it was time to save the Sunshine. It was time to say goodbye.it was a disheartening moment for Maria, Allan, Arny and Allan’s Mother, Mrs. Denver. But it was also a heroic moment for them to save not only their people, but also the reason of existence, their mother earth... The whole solar world.

The mission was successful because it was not only the truest love for world has won but it was the sacrifice that was being made by a family for truest love to be cherished whole life. Allan always remembered the beautiful eyes Maria had, the way she looked at him... The love she had in it. He had nothing more than that year of togetherness with her. The moments they spent and cherished. He captured every moment of joy, success, and yes the remorse of being apart forever. Humor had left the house, Smiles have faded away. The laughter, zest had been rusted. Allan could smile only on face with memories and bravery of Maria. All that remained was the essence that Maria had left with Allan… True Love.  Whenever he looks at the Sun, it reminds of him of those glowing and glistening eyes that had entered that gracious evening, that moment into his heart and life forever.


On the success of the mission and the ceremonial good bye to Maria Allan Denver, here’s what he spoke about his loving doting wife, a true love and memory he kept forever,

She was like a wind that entered my heart
Unknown of the pleasantries she beholden.
She had the faith to love me completely
Unaware of the love she co-founded.

Like the summers, she was the soothing breeze
The lovely eyes that make me believe
The love was the glowing light
That soothed my wintry nights

She ignited what we call as love
Which I always thought
She revived what I lost
From the deep dying crusts.

She was here in me,
When I touched the self be.
She is in my heart
Like the sunshine with her glowing eyes”

Tuesday 9 July 2013

We, the Women…

We, the elite women group have a natural tendency either become a best of companion of another woman or become greatest enemy of some. It’s always in the history that women are always the reason of war. Men were always in state of war. Be it for Draupadi, the greatest war of Mahabharata was fought, or the Helen of Troy…. We, the women were worshipped as the form of the Mother of All creations as Devi Adi-Shakti where we, the women are rumbled under the feet of men. Somewhere we are given empowerment of equality among men, some where we are divided ruthlessly among many evil minds.

Why has to be the women to suffer? When women are known to be best of God’s creation. Somewhere when a woman becomes a Mother, she is worshipped, but when another woman can’t conceive, she is ostracized from the society. Why that is every women has to be proven chaste and pure? Why Devi Sita had to prove her divinity, her loyalty if Lord Ram was all knowing? Why Yagyseni, born from the sacrificial alter, had to bear the loyalty of being wife of five husbands? All because men said its women to protect the Dharma. If few men understood the divinity in Draupadi why other men were angered in lust and loss.

Why men who bear polygamy has never been balanced on the loads of chastity, when a women bore five husbands for sake of dharma had to be balanced on the same? The questions are many. We the women suffered but sometimes we let suffer our next generation. When we soar our voices, it’s ruthlessly armed down. Why does the woman had to bear the pain of the unborn, when born she has to be blamed by the same women of upper generation when she can’t bear the preserver of the next generation. Why few among the unborn women were ruthlessly dumped, when born are murdered on the hands of their caretaker.

Why we, the women have been given freedom to speech, to acknowledge the imperial knowledge house, yet we the women are bound on the wheels of the tradition and culture. Why we, the women bear the prowess of the villous lusty eyes, and again we, the women are questioned on the freedom we have borne upon to fly.

Few among us have the opportunity to live a life of divinity, dignity, purity, love and respect, had it been given to all, things would have fallen into its best of the place as the Nature has made. We the women knows what’s the best solution among us. It’s just the matter of choice.
~Sruti
July 9, 2013

Tuesday 18 June 2013

Life is…



As the dawn breaks,
And the birds chirp,
We wake up slowly
To the Morning breeze.

The sun shines with higher glow,
Reminds us that night was low,
The life is always fast as time
That doesn’t wait for even a dime.

The rustle and bustle to the work
Make us feel we are on the clock
Life is to take up the hardship
Plough, Grow and Reap.

As the day pass on with gleaming hue
To not stop us and become slow
We learn a thousand many
To remember for what life always is..

Longing in the Loneliness



Sometimes into the starry sky
When you look upon with gleaming eye.
The twinkling things that you find
With the silvery moon glowing bind…

Often you lift your hand
To touch the dreamy land
And lo! What you get so
The moon is so far to go…

Sudden shudder enters your heart.
When you can’t touch the moon apart.
A silent tear always crosses
From the border of weary eyes.

The dream born in your heart
Slowly fades away from the part.
Still you wish, hope and dream.
To get the cherry on the cream.

More alone you become
Then the more you will learn.
That still we are longing in heart
What we can’t get in the teary earth.

Summers Alone…



Life you make yours
Can be as alone as summers.
No matter how much you rain
With clouds of happiness, it always drains
You try to love and cherish
But all that good suddenly perish.
Sometimes such prayers go unanswered
And those times  make you bothered.
Hope is that never dies.
Only the eyes that always cries.
You keep trying to warm
Your wintry heart
All that is left is the dried path
The withered leaves are like
Chapters of your life
When the summers are always
Alone as Moonless Night.


-5th June 2013

Monday 11 March 2013

Dreams…



The dreams are always
Deceptive it seems.
Whatever you want
Together it beams.

Dreams I saw
May not be fulfilling
I may not want it
When its revealing.

Mysterious can be
Dreams at part
What is that needed
Is oppressed at heart

Wanting is something
Is necessary evil
Yearning heart
Keeps the vigil.

Sometimes you are
Deceived by the dreams.
It’s like poison
In your favorite ice cream.

 -Sruti
11/03/2013